I should have taken “BA Photography major in Selfie” course.
041614: Sleepover with my BEST BESTFRIEND EVER! :)
Sobrang saya lang namin kasi nakapagbonding ulit kami. Once in a blue moon kami magkita ng babaitang ito kasi naman sobrang workaholic niya. Pero madalas kaming magusap sa fone. Nagpapahinga ko biglang tumawag ang lola mo aba’y nagpapasundo sa Alabang. Hahaha. Bibili daw kami pagkain kasi matutulog siya dito. Hahahaha. Litsi! Bihis ako agad at sinundo ko siya sa Alabang. Ayan dami namin food na kinain tapos walang sawang kwentuhan. Umiyak pa si gaga! Ang sakit sa puso na makita ko siyang umiiyak dahil sa lalaki. :( </3 Yung naranasan ko sa past ko, never ko inexpect na mararanasan niya ngayon. Sobrang sakit lang. </3 Haaay. After ng dramahan, kwentuhan namin. Napagtripan niyang ayusan ako. Hahaha. Nagmake up kami. madaling-araw na tapos foodtrip. 5am na kami natulog. Hahahaha!
Had a great day with my bestfriend. Mahal na mahal ko talaga tong babaeng to. & I know malalagpasan niya rin yung pinagdadaanan niya. :)
I just want to feel important to someone.
For once, I want to feel that my existence actually means something to somebody. I want to feel that I’m loved to, that I’m important and that I’m in the list of someone’s priority. I want to feel that I’m not worthless and that my value is much more precious than those luxuries this world has. I want to feel that I’m wanted and that everyday, someone out there is craving for my presence. I want to feel that my opinions do matter and my words are important. Like when I say “Don’t so that. It’ll hurt me and I don’t like it”, someone will hold back from doing that certain thing. I want to feel that I’m not just a waste of space, that I’m not just an ordinary friend. I want to feel that I’m special too. I want to feel that I’m not just one of those faces someone always literally passes by without even looking at me. I don’t wanna be ignored and pushed away. I don’t wanna be taken for granted.
I’m too tired of being the one who was always left out. I’m tired of waiting for someone to look at me. I’m tired of always making the first move. I’m tired of being the not-so-important friend. I’m tired of being the second choice. Of course, I want to be important too. That my friends will not go out unless I’m with them. That someone will not go to sleep unless I call him first. That someone’s day will never be complete unless he catch a glimpse of me. It doesn’t necessarily mean that I love to be chase, no it’s not like that. What I mean is, I wanna feel that someone is willing to put the effort just for me. I want my friends to realize that I’m with them and not just a shadow waiting to be noticed. I want to feel that my presence counts too. I don’t wanna be the last person on the line. Because every time they make me feel that I’m not that important, it make me question myself “Whats wrong with me?”
041714: Alay Lakad plus Visita Iglesia w/ the gang :)
Dahil nga sa hindi kami nakauwi ng province, I was stuck in our house for holy week. Huhuhu. Nagiisip talaga ko ng pwedeng puntahan para maging unforgettable ang holy week ko. Then thank God. Nagtext tropa ko at niyaya ko mag-alay-lakad. Hahaha. Nung una tinatamad pa ko e. Pero syempre experience din tapos first time ko pa edi push. Sacrifice din pag may time. Hahaha!!Ayun. 6 churches then naglakad kami Muntinlupa hanggang Landayan, San Pedro Laguna. Sobrang saya! Tapos kasama ko pa mga kaibigan ko. Haaay. All worth it. Yung pagod okay lang. SULIT naman e. All praise to him. Sobrang blessed ko lang. Sobrang thank you Lord sa experience na to. Para sayo to!! :)
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